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unhinged i live in a fascist state that the rest of the world hates

where can i go?

i can't sit with my mind because it does nothing but growl and spit bile.

where can i go?

i'm not proud to be an american

where can i go?

just remember there were blue states too.

where can i go?

i'm stuck in this house, this city, with no car.

where/how can i go?

all my plans have been shot to hell, but i don't know if i trust him enough to put all my stones in that basket.

where can i go?

i live in a fascist state that the rest of the world hates. i'm trapped in this little farm town; i'm trapped in my head. people have all these questions i don't want to answer. i just want to live, quietly, serenely , silently even possibly_maybe .

where can i go?
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andru235 i too ask this question and find no terrestrial answers. 050707
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unhinged 'we left the teeth marks on the barrel of a gun'

and i can't outrun that
the shit you run from
is right there waiting
when you return

where can i go?

to get away from what i don't want to see
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daxle the bay area? it's not perfect but it hurts a lot less. 050709
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Piso Mojado portland 050709
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Piso Mojado http://www.auroville.org/ 050709
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unhinged we're thinking about starting our super secret performance project in san francisco in a couple of years; it's either that or my doctoral work. *shrugs* i'll see when i get there.

but for now, i'm thinking about going farther east. i'm just not sure how far and exactly when. it'll have to wait til at least the end of october though when i'm finally done with all the shit for my masters.

thanks for the suggestions though.
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nomme) i'd like to visit iceland to start with 050709
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a thimble in time Then again, maybe I will go to New York... I think one semester will be nice. 050731
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Piso Mojado new_york_city_im_coming_home_again 050801
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three words where_can_i_go solve_you bohemian 060804
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Ouroboros it follows me and fills me
in each location, with each lover,
in sobriety, in smoke haze,
in cities, in towns
in starvation and in satiation
in solitude and intimacy.

new knowledge comes in, new experiences
new gatherings and friends,
new emotions, new understandings,
spiritual awakenings and bliss.

and it follows me,
shackled to my ankles like a hungry panther, a carnivorous shadow biting at my ankles, pulling me backwards, downwards
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enya I walk the maze of moments
but everywhere I turn to
begins a new beginning
but never finds a finish
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kuffsleeve it's called a flow flow, it's ony supposed to get better, i hope so anyway. 070628