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NeverSatisfied Like I just can't find any type of expressionism to say what Iam. I should have a video camera and the sound of my voice with some music playing in the background that I produced. Someone should've known who I was and what I was trying to say. Someone should've seen the keys typing under my fingers and the thoughts unfold. I can't apologize enough that nothing was ever enough....i can only hope to keep striving until im satisfied. 041017
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demure you're racing...
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do you not want what you have and what you are? Often we take this for granted, state of mind... you want so much but need what you already have.

it's hard to stop wanting and easy to realise what you have.
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truely xxx 041018