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when_you_leave_me
yummychuckle i feel this confused gap
between words
and my hands
are open, palm up
asking for something
they know will never come back.
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pralines&cream ... I will break down,
and think over and over as I hate your face,
"Adriana, you fucking deserve it."
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humppake I will break down for days. But i am used to be alone, I am used to survive. Finally, I will build up myself and leave You behind. I hope. 020303
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Arwyn I'm going to fall apart... I'm going to give up, and you won't be there to make things better, cause you'll be dead... 020303
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Mahayana placare revolvere
[please return]
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lycanthrope whole worlds are sealed off,
like the envelope holding
our last love letter
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Syrope not if, but when, i'll become a shell of a person...my heart will crumble and i'll cry every night, but...will it really be that much of a change? 020304
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g h o s t it's no consolation, but i try to tell myself it ws bound to happen 020305
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girl_jane after that week in June, I'm not sure what I'll do... 030314
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Syrope i forget why i was upset
i wish my bed was smaller than it is(insane, huh?)
i try to will the tears back to the brim, where they wavered as you walked out...sometimes they come, sometimes they don't - leaving me emptier than if they'd fallen...
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SyropeAgain oops, i didn't realize i'd blathered here before! diff guy... hmm.. 030315