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kyree when words rumble
through distances and mirrors
edging their way
for heart and bones

tremor for me
let the sweat run
in blood shaped drips
seep through glass
and bellow
dented sounds, like ice hitting pavement

for i will hear
all sinking waves
from me
to stone-tapped you
and i will know

i will know
and i will hear
so bleed
and make it red
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megan when words stumble...
moreso

faltering
inability to communicate ideas that scare you

when you ask what i think of things like that...
i want so badly to tell you exactly what i think
but it scares me to put myself out on the line like that
without knowing the future and unable to control it
and unable to control how you would react to what i think or even how you think about it

the truth is



i'm still scared to say it






but you are all that i would look for in a spouse someday
and i wouldn't ahve a problem with it either
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her royal highness the quirk it's like verbal diarrhea

even though i know you will never read them, i can't help but type all of these things directed at you

as though sending them out into the void will make a difference

god i miss you
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