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grazie you will see that your actions now will forever alter the memories that live in your next moment...there is no such thing as happenstance.

it all matters. all of it.
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thy we'll all float_on 111202
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re_alisma the_dust_of_retreat, holly holly holly

happy finals week!
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margaux we are right
back
where we started.

except, i
am
miserable

and you
are
okay
with that.
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unhinged same shit
different town
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re_alisma Are you on the bar scene or the yoga scene? I was on the yoga scene. My yoga teacher once came to my backyard and played the violin at some kind of a party. She would tell you straight-up, though, that I'm terrible at yoga.

Here in the suburbs of Chicago I swear everybody and their boyfriend proclaims to be a yogini via their license plate. I can't remember what my license plate was in Seattle, but I did have a little green NO WAR bumper sticker which I thought was incredibly bad-ass against my white car. But whatever. These things don't last and it can't be said that I never fight any wars whatsoever. Some cop probably hunted me down in Seattle and busted my ass big time for even proclaiming such a thing. Cursed me and told me to go home or something. I can only hope that he didn't curse me-curse me. One has to wonder what the next owner of my car, which I sold for cheaper than cheap, did with the NO WAR sticker, but the bottom line is the car is probably all the way done-for.
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leahcar I won't be here. 111203
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thy negative_one_to_ten, thank you re_alisma! 111221
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re_alisma i'm actually listening to the_dust_of_retreat for the very first time right this very moment. actually a true story. i had to get the CD. I wasn't in for no cheap download. i'm somewhere about track 10. 111221
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thy wow, really? nice! well i went with the cheap download, and i really like it! 111221