when_i'm_with_him
girl_jane
...
I
can't
keep
my
hands
off
him
-not
always
in
a
sexual
way
,
but
just
in
a
nice
way
...holding
hands
...back
scratches
.
...
I
feel
really
calm
and
safe
.
Especially
when
he
puts
an
arm
around
me
and
pulls
me
close
.
He'll
put
his
head
on
my
shoulder
,
and
I'll
do
the
same
.
...
sometimes
I
feel
like
doing
what
Amelie
did
-turn
to
water
and
splash
to
the
floor
.
...
I
don't
want
to
leave
him
.
040403
...
brain stew
my
entire
life
swings
over
to
mould
itself
around
him
...every
breath
,
every
curve
of
my
body
,
every
look
,
every
word
is
for
him
,
because
of
him
,
relative
to
him
.
i
am
happy
.
i
sparkle
.
i
am
self
-conscious.
i
love
him
.
i
have
my
heart
broken
.
i
die
in
another
corner
of
me
.
i
am
such
a
sad
-ass
loser
that
i
could
stab
myself
with
toothpicks
and
still
react
in
exactly
the
same
way
again
and
again
.
040404
...
teepee^
when
you
are
with
me
i'm
free
i'm
careless
i
believe
-
creed
040404
...
ethereal
when
im
not
with
him
!!
thank
god
for
break
ups
!
040404
...
pete
i
am
always
with
him
.
the
impact
he
has
had
was
too
deep
for
even
death
to
tear
it
away
.
my
brother
,
sleep
well
.
040404
...
Jess
I'm
kinda
nervous
!
Hopefully
not
when
all
my
friends
are
there
on
friday
though
!
040712
...
*sigh*
It
feels
as
if
he
is
still
thinking
of
her
=(
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