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when did i discover this web, this blue/praple page? i know it was long ago, it seems like a lifetime that i have sat upon my seat and typed the nonesense i have in this brain. when did it happen? why did it course through my veins? i know i've allieanted most of you, but i still come back here. all of the people i have conversed with will no longer converse with me, sad fucking sack, but it doesn't hurt anymore. i wrote about those that had responded & what i felt. I have to laugh now that i did such things, to feel too deeply about you, when you are all strangers to a bottom line. all i have is a keyboard nowadays, it lays before my fingers, and it is a temptation to type. i grew up with a keyboard, i programmed, i hacked, i played with a new tech. i left that behind me when i was taught to work hard, and be kind to those around me. i have only my own self worth and honour. it is my own as i grow older. . |
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