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Borealis The before?
Is this a dream?” – day 1
I don’t want you to think that’s all I’m here for.” - tea
My summer was missing something..something to care about. I think I’ve found it” – prince’s island
I can’t help but think you’re just a figment of my imagination.” – prince’s island 2nd time
I’m can’t imagine how terrible this would be if you weren’t here…” – car breakdown


what, are you looking for a status report?” – week after the fact


Okay…so…it’s a first. The first time I’ve been used without recognizing it
The first time I let go of restraints for the wrong person.

Is trying not to feel anything again
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pete "i thought it was cute
when you kissed my purple black eye
even though i got it from you

and i still think that we are serious
at least
that's what you said..." -wilco


each time we talk you have a new story about how you think he is using you or how he has stood you up, yet you keep going back... and since youve been seeing him your mom has started to like me a lot more, what with that? you apologized for ignoring me when you went of with him, but i couldnt help but remembering talking to ann after the classics exam and how she apologized for ignoring me, then proceeded to do so for the next handful of months... i saw your eyes in the moonlight a few times, and the last time you talked you said it was strange that we havent seen eachother much in the last two weeks, yet we still havent seen eachother and you leave in two or three weeks... will we wait until you are gone before realizing that we might not get to say goodbye just because?

"Early one morning
With time to kill
I see the gallows
Up on a hill
And out in the distance
A trick of the brain
I see a lone rider
Crossing the plain

And he'd come to fetch me
To see what they'd done
And we'd ride together
To kingdom come
I prayed for god's mercy
For soon I'd be dead
I hung my head
I hung my head" -johny cash
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anne-girl it wasn't important
never mind
NO! I won't repeat myself. Leave me alone. Don't condescend to me. I don't need your pity
I said something inane
There was a reason you didn't hear it.

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