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that doesn't mean you aren't allowed to have feelings about it
i have ridden the waves of our lives with him for the past year; it seems like they are being worked up into tsunami proportions, but i'm still standing on the shore screaming at him to come back. and in the meantime, i am staring at a wave that is about to crash down on my head with the strength end everything.
i know, i know. all of you have heard this from me before. and some of my harsh critics would feel the need to point out that i could just shut_the_fuck_up and make better choices.
i am stuck in this quantum_entanglement that always comes back to this single point; i need hugs, affection, someone to share my life with. sometimes i just get so overwhelmed by doing it all alone, all the time.
i come here cause most of the time blather helps me feel not alone, better, loved. so even if that makes me sound like a fucking hippie, it's what i need right now.
(i don't think needing love makes me a hippie but whatever *shrugs*)
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