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kung Fu i want to ask people, what trapped them from doing what they wanted to do in life?

for me, i don't think it was just my negative mind, it was the competative society that created my negative mind so it was society that trapped me from doing what i wanted to do. What was wanted was competition, efficiency and talent, i could never prove myself to anyone, i don't big it up, what for? i am what i am, i'm not going to compete for anyone.

I like doing simple things like cleaning for example but 2 problems with that is
1- why should i clean some rich persons personal toilet ?
2 - i will be graded and belittled for having such a job, people treat you according to your staus, its so ancient and so fake and soo so shallow.
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falling_alone i'm afraid for the future, that one day i will become trapped simply for my lack of motivation.

needs someone to poke and prod.
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