what_is_wrong_with_me
x
i'm
always
feeling
like
no
one
i
like
and
care
about
likes
and
cares
about
me
.
there
is
evidence
all
the
time
that
this
isn't
true
but
that
thought
never
ever
goes
away
.
040512
...
just some crazy
i
could've
written
this
myself
,
but
i
wouldn't
have
said
it
so
well
as
you
did
.
i
keep
thinking
it's
because
- --- ------ -- - -----
but
maybe
that's
just
an
excuse
.
040512
...
.
.
050708
...
daxle
radio_friendly_unit_shifter
050709
...
a thimble in time
Why
don't
you
ask
:
What
is
right
with
me
?
Accentuate
the
positive
.
050710
...
Doar
what
?
besides
my
head
being
on
backwards
?
(
can't
please
anyone
these
days
)
050711
...
iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl
why
am
i
almost
breaking
down
from
this
forlorn
and
empty
longing
inside
my
chest
?
why
do
i
want
to
scream
and
cry
when
nothing
merits
such
a
reaction
?
why
am
i
spending
my
time
at
00
:41
hours
trying
to
interest
strangers
in
my
random
shit
instead
of
sleeping
or
fucking
or
doing
whatever
it
is
that
normal
people
do
when
they
feel
like
this
?
why
am
i
whining
so
much
tonight
,
anyway
.
just
another
blue
blur
just
another
pointless
blurb
just
another
fucking
waste
of
oxygen
.
050711
...
iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl
maybe
if
i
post
fast
enough
and
spill
enough
cynicism
into
this
giant
space
then
it
won't
erode
my
soul
any
more
.
this
space
is
getting
smaller
.
did
i
mention
i
was
claustraphobic?
050711
...
*Amy*
everyone
is
mad
at
me
,
and
asking
me
to
pay
attention
to
them
. Aparently
I
`ve
ruined
everything
.
I
don`t
know
,
I
didn`t
even
realized
I
was
acting
differently
or
making
she
feels
so
bad
.
Why
don`t
they
just
leave
me
alone
if
I
`m
the
one
they
don`t
feel
confourtable
with
anymore
.
I
think
we
all
have
new
priorities
now
,
so
why
I
`m
the
one
who
has
all
the
fault
.
Let
me
alone
and
let
me
make
my
own
life
. Don`t
call
me
after
you
have
said
you
can
`t
be
with
me
anymore
.
I
can
`t
pretend
nothing
happened
now
,
everything
will
change
,
and
I
didn`t
want
this
that
way
but
now
it
`s
done
,
I
cannot
go
back
. don`t
call
anymore
.
050711
...
three words
written_while_not_quite_right
what_is_wrong_with_me
just_the_way
061110
...
.
The
problem
is
that
you
are
just
plain
wonderful
.
061110
