blather
what_is_it_about_people
sab that makes them think
that the best road to catharsis
is confrontation?

what is it about people that makes them think
that the path to healing
leads in forcing the issue?

why wont they jsut leave me alone?


i know that theyre trying to help
trying to help me
trying to heal them

but this is jsut making shit worse.

stop.

just stop.

just let me alone.


i am aware of all my choices
stop telling me about them
stop ringing me at work
and breaking my head
while im surrounded by co-workers and collgues.

stop telling me how you're dealing with this
i cant hear these things

not now
not yet.




just stop
please


i need to do this my way
and that doesnt involve
knowing your path
or you continually giving me what you think is the correct map to mine.
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O_A that makes them capable of the most horrid wrong doing... and at the same time have the capacity for the most beautiful acts...

that leads to something like the ending of a life to be called humane... and have that considered a good thing

that despite the layers of cynisism through which I view the world... makes me love these... these... (people?)
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spiffy i thought you didn't use the word "just" 040616