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Aimee I'm feeling cold, exhausted and am wondering where the hell the sun has gone. It's 6:30am and all i want to see is daylight. I've been up all night and now I just want it to end. I just want the sun to rise so I know that you're okay, and then I can go to my room and hope that maybe I might get some sleep. 010916
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girl_jane Boredom has taken over my life.

Impatience is its assistant.
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sad girl anxious because i really want to go out with my friends but i cant get in touch with them. its getting late and now all i can do is hope that they call or come by and see if i want to come out.
lonely because i havent been out with people in a long time.
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blown cherry Just the usual mix of lonliness, anger, lust and frustration.
I feel like crying my eyes out, and I can't even pin point why.
I spent the entire night with two couples,
and now everyone has gone home, together,
when all I want to do
is go out and
forget myself.
And I keep listening to this same song over and over again.
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kerry i feel like carving out my insides with a butterknife.
it is so sad when one of your friends is so unbelievably oblivious that you just want to scream.
if her seventeen year-old sister is concert flashing and making out with her best friend in the mosh pit because they're both drunk, don't you think she has a right to know?
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Mahayana [{ overtired, lonely, behind schedule, sad, depressed, and all alone now :( }]
:: what an aweful combination ::
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Mahayana [{ like i should have asked you ... begged you ... to have stayed with me }]
:: but i didnt ::
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Mahayana [{regrett for not knowing how to ask}]
:: when i need things the most ::
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squint creakspaperssighs play my nerves
twang
twang
twanging them.
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lycanthrope billions of raging possible words pressing against my fingers passively 020505
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Mahayana [{disconnected from the earth/ from reality/ from you}]

sunne, sunna sun, sol
luminous celestial body around which the earth, my world, and planets revolve, from which I receive my inspirational heat and light, and which has a mean distance from earth of 93,000,000 miles (150,000,000 kilometers), :this long distance physically between us is difficult but it will never overcome all these pulling desires to be with you:
sunne, sunna sun, sol

her celestial body emblazons like the sun her heat.. light... radiated as if from the sun resembling such warmth and brilliance in my life

shes rising & setting
sun to sun
rising & setting
sun to sun
shes rising & setting of the sun

- under the sun- : in the world : on earth shes rising & setting
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sylphide Physical fatigue yet the intent to stay online for no other reason than to blather. 030318
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ShnizelCheese Wondering if she likes me...

Unsure ive only just met her.
Strange place to meet?
What will become of my career (Constant worry)
Will i be Ready for my exam in time?

Lank Questions
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niska i wonder the same thing about a him. it could be killing me inside, but i am very stubborn, so i let it be.

ask her.
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delial
"Well, how about this way? I love that you get cold when it's seventy-one degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend a day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes, and I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Years Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of the life to start as soon as possible."


yup.
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pipedream happy because i don't have any more classes for today, i'm hanging with JUST GIRLS for once..and i'm wearing red :D. concerned because my friends need to work harder. so do i, in fact. funny tummy-ish because my stomach's been acting up, so i'm almost always hungry these days for some reason or the other.
but generally pleased with myself. yup.
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DevilsLyric content somber almost relaxed.

The morning and pachebels cannon always have that effect on me.
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Freak frustration.........and theres nothing I can do to fix it which just makes it even more frustrating. 030320
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p2 anxiously awaiting the storm
and angry in anticipation
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x doubtful, hopeful, contemplative, wondering, weary, energetic... a pool of opposites, basically. 030320
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blown cherry too scared to allow myself to feel anything but numb 030707
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no reason unsatisfied, confused, mixed up...

i see it it's right there i want it it need it so much...fuuuuuuuuuuuck


:(((
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birdmad ground under feet
chair under ass
coffee cup in one hand, keyboard under other

internal sense of desolation and external sense of uncomfortably warm summer day
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Toxic_Kisses Acidic
Corrosive
Destructive
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