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I've had a shitty moment or two the last few days. Finally admitting to my mother, myself and my significant other that I'm not supposed to have more children.
I wanted more children. I've been pregnant 3 times and i've lost 2 of them. I only get to have one baby, and christ... I'm full of regret. At least my doctor said if I really want to, I can, he's just going to be monitoring me very closely, but I have to accept the very real possibility of my dying from it. The significant other is completely against my having more children "we can adopt if it ever comes to that point".
this isn't fucking fair.
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Well, I don't get to have any. Cry me a fucking river. And be good to the baby you've got!
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OK, that wasn't fair of me. I'm sorry you received some disappointing news. Forgive my embittered callousness.
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You know, that's the kind of crap that had me just observing blather for the last few years. I'm not trying to do a "poor me" moment, I'm upset about the prospect of never having more.
It's something I never thought would be taken from me. I've always wanted a huge family. I wanted 6 children, then I lowered it to a slightly more reasonable 4. I had my boy at 20 and wasn't told until a year ago that my having more children wasn't a good idea.
*sigh* I'm not going to listen though. I'm having at least one more of my own. I want one more baby to cuddle and adore.
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she is very good to the baby she has.
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Thank you love..
I've missed talking to you.
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