what_do_you_feel
meg
I
feel
what
you've
felt
.
But
I
can't
feel
what
you're
feeling
now
.
Is
what
you
say
true
?
Why
do
you
do
all
the
things
that
you
do
?
Why
do
I
have
ducks
littering
my
shelves.
All
from
you
.
Why
do
you
do
the
things
that
you
do
?
Do
you
feel
?
The
way
you
say
.
All
the
time
?
Or
do
you
say
what
you
think
needs
to
be
said
.
Is
there
love
?
Do
you
care
?
040307
...
x
a
nauseating
internal
pain
that
i
intend
to
bring
to
the
surface
040307
...
ryen
I
feel
nothing
.
040308
...
joda
How
do
you
tell
him
you
can't
get
him
out
of
your
head
-
when
you
can't
even
breathe
when
you
see
him
?
He'll
check
me
out
.
I'll
ignore
him
.
040626
...
hypnotica
you
have
no
choice
but
to
ignore
him
it's
too
complicated
to
move
beyond
the
pain
of
his
...
040627
...
death angel
like
having
a
blood
bath
040627
...
iamd
empty
.
like
words
cannot
describe
me
.
or
what
i
see
.
what
i
cannot
see
.
what
i
tell
myself
to
be
and
what
i
cannot
be
.
i
know
what's
right
but
i
do
wrong
.
i
am
that
weak
,
too
weak
to
be
strong
.
i
feel
like
cramming
myself
into
a
jar
and
shutting
myself
tight
in
it
.
maybe
i
cannot
breathe
and
i'll
disappear
.
i
don't
want
to
kill
myself
,
but
i
feel
like
going
away
.
i
know
my
time's
not
up
yet
,
but
i
feel
like
i
can't
wait
.
because
right
now
i
feel
empty
and
i
know
it's
just
a
test
.
i
know
that
there's
something
else
in
store
for
me
,
just
like
everyone
else
.
but
it's
scary
,
how
sad
this
emptiness
feels
.
i
may
have
prided
on
independence
for
too
long
,
that
now
i
am
alone
...it
feels
like
doom
.
i
cannot
express
myself
without
feeling
like
it's
a
waste
of
time
.
like
it's
a
burden
on
someone
else
.
and
it
makes
me
feel
no
better
than
i
did
before
.
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