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starjewel	A sliver of light, just golden dancing against the tan of your skin. As I begin to tremble against the silence, breath escaping, hands reaching, raping the peaceful quiet. The night hides the naughty, niceties dancing in spotlights like fairies, while evil lurks in its lair… I grip your hair, so softly dripping sweat, I ease into the wet of your kiss; an experience I’ve missed. Your tongue on my tongue, hands searching skin while screams molest modesty. In all honesty, lust drenches black in red, a passion that pursues not love, but hurts, but aches, while everything at stake has no matter. The night hides the fake, masks the mistake that screams bloody murder as morning breaks the dawn. Wrap suspicion in a white sheet, hide the corpse in the closet, and assume life as normal. As though I’m not dead, as though your touch didn’t take, didn’t destroy all I had… This could have been bad, had we acknowledged what actually happened…	050610
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unhinged	you know, it really doesn't matter anymore what actually happened. it's almost like enough time has gone by that none of it matters anymore. but then, i feel how angry i am now, only agitated by the fact that we_never_change , you never change, but i can't be the same.	050611
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starjewel	hmm and that's exactly what actually happnens...	050625
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	"The fact is, some trivial discrepancy did exist, just then, between what I said and what I had not the courage to say–between what I did and what I had half a mind to do."	050625
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starjewel	are you there?	121108
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starjewel	hey there now	121214
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starjewel	hey	121217
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starjewel	hello	130705
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unhinged	is about five levels away from what you perceived to happen	130707

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