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mins ago the one whom called me
irresponsible had me run to her rescue
in the kitchen ... she was choking on chow main noodles & her face was all blue/red... leaning over the sink...
fighting for her life ... with each blocked breath in ... cough cough cough
fighting to get the airways free
i had the music kind of loud in my room ... cellos wailing out my sorrows ... and i heard her & all i could think of was "shes going to die" i ran as fast as i could ...
i dont know what made me realize these coughs were a signal to death ... but i just knew
and she said to me "i didnt think youd come & i would have died" i knew what she meant & it hurts that shed even imply that id allow her to choke to death ... she cried & i consoled her all the way through rubbing her back ... telling her it was ok as she leaned over the sink .. coughing the food out of her lungs ... it went down her lungs... not her throat
while i fixed her some hot tea to soothe her throat ... i thought to myself ...of course i wouldnt let her die- how could she even think that, just cuz she was rude to me all day long & for all these past years shes made me miserable beyond all words... she prob thought about how she was mean.. and felt guilt ... cuz for those few moments in time i became someone important to her ... the irresponsible one saved her life ...
this really did just happen
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