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i think that i realize it now, being 12:10, i am in love with someone who doesn't know me. well enough i guess. i feel pathetic at best. is it supposed to be like this? this is the first time i have had a friend like you. male. attractive. nice. i don't even know why you know me. i don't remember how we met. i know we had english last year. together. you are so wonderful. i don't know why you are still single. i want you to know. i hate the person that i am around you. i shut up. and act uninterested. please believe i am not. i am so scared of what you'll think. i feel i've got too much to lose, but i don't even have anything...yet, maybe? we are either both to shy to say how we feel, or else you don't feel the same way about me. i hope your shy. i hate myself at midnight. without you. i will have to get used to that.
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baby makes you porridge, eat it before it goes cold. Then there's a hundred other things you're sposed to do before you have to be told. Cuz it's just another morning. and last night was another wall of silence, it wouldn't confess the wrongs it's done, and it wouldn't disclose the best roads, the ones which return the sun. But you've made it to just another morning. You think it's just another morning, but your father's gonna die tonight but you're certain as the returning light that it's just another morning, that maybe for once the night won't hide your heartbreaks in the dull curiosity of shadows.
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niska
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WOW!
i'm sure glad i smiled at YOU!
morning_sex is the best...
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werewolf
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did we have morning sex and i forgot it? i must've been groggy
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niska
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oops, i was talking to the guy sitting behind you. sorry...
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bespeckled
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And we sat close,
just like we were,
in that class
with those people
that didn't see in our eyes what we saw in each other's.
We had something special then.
And now years later,
I remember that I called him by his middle name,
and he remembers that we kissed.
And even that is just an afterthought.
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Bespeckled
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Ha!
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nonlucid
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chemistry, that is (in the formulae sense only)
and now school's over, and I still know you
but nothing's changed
except that the teacher's not yelling at us to shut up anymore
still searching for crumbs of attention
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