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Lia watching him sleep
is heaven reach

as his chest swells
and falls with each
deepened breath,
each a tender balm
a rythmic console
more peaceful
than cooing doves
in the quietest
envelope of dawn

sometimes I go to sleep
when I'm not even tired yet
just to be near him;

the pull to his warm skin
more logical
than my routine
internal clock

his presence
an electrical entrance

all about me
is rewired
back to its
potential hum

and freed.

I never knew freedom
as much as I never
knew love

though
I would have told you I did.

My two greatest desires~
what pushed me beyond
and over
every dismal
disappointment...
what gave me spark
and life,
what surged onwards and
onwards
my drained and vacant form.

Freedom and Love
inspired my Life...

how I believed I knew.
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