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no, i actually realised that it was nothing.
and that's sad.
you told me that it was all just an act that we put on.
that shocked me, i've never done that.
well maybe just the twice.
but i really wonder if you felt anything for me or if you were trying to delude yourself and hide on the rebound.
no, it was nothing.
and that's what hurts.
but at least i found that out before we did something we'd both regret.
glad to know that fucking is just whim, honey.
not a big deal for you, right.
i thought that maybe you would be my first, but i'm glad you weren't.
the occasion would have been an unpleasant experience for both of us.
melodramatic bitterness i know, but now i can actually say
goodbye.
don't think about it; i do that enough for us both.
i guess a part of me will always wonder if we will, or what would have happened if we had.
never content, i know that.
so you continue inside your social bubble and i'll continue in mine, secretly playing out each scenario in my head.
but with each one i always end up with the same conclusion;
you leave me.
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