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wanting_to_be_free
mockingbird free to do what I want, to display flagrant disconcern about what others think of me

kind of like those people do who are looking for attention, except in a different

disregarding authority, being careless, thoughtless

an extension of my current atypical disconcern for my studies (girls aren't supposed to be unconcerned slacker geeks, apparently... look askance at a teacher telling them to study and proceed to ace the next test)

but also, real freedom isn't just the appearance of not being concerned, it's actually not giving a shit about how you appear, so I guess the above description doesn't work

freedom:
it's on my to-do list

dead poets society
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