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Bizzar When you think Im sleeping and you kiss my forehead, and I open my eyes to catch you looking at me.
And when you wake up, and turn and hold me, I just feel warm.
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bloody potato chip oh no, awake again 030401
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blown cherry I realised too late just how very much I had wanted to stay. 030402
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DavesHeroinGirl But now all I can do is wonder whether "How long did you listen to my heartbeat for?" may have meant "She's crazy-obsessed and deserves only Sympathy from me." Luckily, I'm still smart enough to know that time will tell. 030403
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solitary It's quite a disturbing experience, when in my lazyhappydreams, you are the other one.

(Please just get out of my bed and go home.)


((I want to think about him))
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voodoo i feel good
when you're the first
thing i see when i wake

sometimes not
like today
your open eyes
with no words for me
no kisses
no goodbye
no i love you

but then the phone rings
torn between
glad to hear you
and
don't want to speak to you

always glad to hear you

you don't mean to be
mean in the morning
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Arwyn snoring in the night. It's funny... I used to elbow you in the ribs as hard as I could to get you to stop and then pretend i was asleep if you woke up. Now? now I just wake up and watch you sleep. Maybe nudge you if you start getting really loud, but I love to watch you sleep. sometimes you have this goofy have grin on your face that just makes me want to kiss you, but I don't cause I want you to stay in that place that makes you happy... instead I just put my head on your chest and go back to sleep... and wake to you watching me sleep. 030813
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x you were like a toilet bowl at the end of the rainbow 030813
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:( won't ever happen again 030814
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past i didn't sleep through the night, instead i woke every few hours to find you in my arms, a sleeping smile on your face. 090727
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In_Bloom I think I'm dreaming of us sleeping but I feel your arms around me, your feet caressing mine and the small kisses on my head
If it's a dream, I'll take it and when I awake, I find you looking at me, smiling
Yeah
I'll take it
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