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waiting_blindly
squint i will wait blindly
with my factual scent
clinging to my skin
and the idea of your fingers
on my hips
with the lightest of tickles
to make me smile
cus i know thats what
you want to do sometimes.
And I will stand still
in the middle of the night
after a long walk
i shouldn't need to take to
"sort things out"
so that the birds can fly above me
not afraid to come to close,
i stand still waiting silent
so you won't be afraid to approach
you timid thing.
time won't stand still
we know things will change
but i try to slow them down a bit
so your maple 'syrope' sort of thing
will be sweeter than mine was
and drip slowly
less honeyed as a passing flirtation,
more raw than the processed product.
I will wear a blindfold of blue
expressing my feelings
toward you
in as many words as i can muster
in this worry possessed
night as it falls
much like you.
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