blather
very_lonely
pSyche
hurt
unhappy



and very lonely...


I never noticed
you've always been



right there



finally having someone to love...
can also be a scary_thing
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nom it almost kills me every day 070227
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Deathofarose and it leaves me with only words, left here. WHY? This blue wilderness, should be able to connect. The lonely step here, dance here, grab the poduim and scream here. WHY? Are we drowned already? Have we succumbed to the abyss? WHY do we write here?

All I have are these short passages of my time passing. And I send them outwards, knowing that this paper is impermanent.

Give me a fairy tale, one that precludes a kiss and soft touch. Let me not gather the shields I have today.
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high viscosity living in an "oversexed" city
yet no one will touch me.
i keep thinking i'd write the saddest
words
anyone could write.
or look for love in the information
super highway.
but nothing i say makes much sense and truly
copper wire doesn't download
the kind of touch i'm looking for
and
all i really got
is my loneliness.
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nom it wakes me up 070228
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worthless Lonely even around loved ones because I don't love myself. 160306
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Risen A new house, a new room, a new everything... but the same old loneliness. 160312
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unhinged . 160312