very_lonely
pSyche
hurt
unhappy
and
very
lonely
...
I
never
noticed
you've
always
been
right
there
finally
having
someone
to
love
...
can
also
be
a
scary_thing
070225
...
nom
it
almost
kills
me
every
day
070227
...
Deathofarose
and
it
leaves
me
with
only
words
,
left
here
.
WHY
?
This
blue
wilderness
,
should
be
able
to
connect
.
The
lonely
step
here
,
dance
here
,
grab
the
poduim
and
scream
here
.
WHY
?
Are
we
drowned
already
?
Have
we
succumbed
to
the
abyss
?
WHY
do
we
write
here
?
All
I
have
are
these
short
passages
of
my
time
passing
.
And
I
send
them
outwards,
knowing
that
this
paper
is
impermanent.
Give
me
a
fairy
tale
,
one
that
precludes
a
kiss
and
soft
touch
.
Let
me
not
gather
the
shields
I
have
today
.
070227
...
high viscosity
living
in
an
"oversexed"
city
yet
no
one
will
touch
me
.
i
keep
thinking
i'd
write
the
saddest
words
anyone
could
write
.
or
look
for
love
in
the
information
super
highway
.
but
nothing
i
say
makes
much
sense
and
truly
copper
wire
doesn't
download
the
kind
of
touch
i'm
looking
for
and
all
i
really
got
is
my
loneliness
.
070227
...
nom
it
wakes
me
up
070228
...
worthless
Lonely
even
around
loved
ones
because
I
don't
love
myself
.
160306
...
Risen
A
new
house
,
a
new
room
,
a
new
everything
...
but
the
same
old
loneliness
.
160312
...
unhinged
.
160312