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validation_via_sex
impulsive_little_girl gah, i'll never be grown up
i will never have any self control
i will never be able to restrain myself
i will always be a show off
i will always humiliate myself
i will always make others scorn me
i will always throw myself at boys
thinking that will make things better

and really it only makes me more stupid
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on_second_thoughts but it's not the sex that validates you

it's the boy.
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stork daddy validation through a sensual experience. well what other validation is there? isn't that existence? 041209
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keep breathing nothing can validate you except yourself. you dont need sex for validation. this may sound old fashioned but sex isnt going to make you feel validated. it would make me feel empty. 041210