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utter_amazement
tina unnatural beauty attracts me.
and i become a singularly amazing entity aware of everyone but myself.

there has to be psychosis for that.

i. am. overwhelmed.
where is love?
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ClairE ugh, I hate that song.
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and bitter scorn.
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tina the song--- metaphorically or in reality?

(my words are my own) with no scorn.
and the only bitter is bittersweet, and that's just the most lovely paradox.
"in a good way.
like love"

how beautiful!
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ClairE "Where_is_love?"--Oliver

I was just talking about how I dislike that song, walking home from hearing SHARON_OLDS read! talking with Crystal.

She didn't know the song.
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tina two years ago i would have been afraid to kiss him and find it meant nothing, tonight i was afraid that it would have meant something (something more astounding than either of us could ever be ready for). and i think he knew it too.
he shouldn't be allowed to look at me like that.
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