blather
unparallelled_saddness
devalis tears build
no longer filled
my heart no longer light

hopes fall
would trade it all
to love you one more night
021205
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unhinged i never wished any of it on you
did you ever love anything so much you had to walk away or was it just that you got bored?
i don't think anything i say
will hurt you for long
but you still make me cry
i only wanted to be special
for you
in your eyes
i didn't run
i tried to stay
but i didn't want to hate you
i never did
even though i may have tried
so when love becomes nothing
but useless flattery
i can only cry
that's not what i meant
but i guess that is all that you see
021205
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shit face SADDNESS
why the fuck not SADDDDNESS
stupid fucking shits
can't even spell right
021205
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Suicide Snowman *whines*

woe is me... my life sucks... mommy and daddy won't hold my hand... boo hoo.
021205
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p2 our sadness is unparalleled
mine is slightly askewed
and hopefully one day
we will run across each other
021206
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suicidalchinadoll such are the travails of ... 041002