unkeepable
shiva
this
is
what
she
calls
herself
.
it
isn't
true
.
but
how
can
i
make
her
see
?
011030
...
kuru
I
am
on
a
new
mission
to
say
nothing
that
is
not
positive
,
and
to
say
nothing
to
him
at
all
.
Just
to
see
if
I
can
do
it
.
To
see
if
I
am
really
the
erratic
manic
-depressive
he
says
I
am
,
of
if
it's
just
he
who
makes
me
crazy
.
011031
...
ClairE
The
way
you
feel
about
someone
.
I
can't
keep
wanting
you
the
way
I
did
,
I
can't
keep
my
sanity
either
.
011202
...
whoknows
i
cant
keep
you
.
i
never
wanted
to
. youre
were
never
my
possession
and
i
was
never
yours
.
we
were
good
that
way
.
but
you
thought
i
wanted
more
.
how
could
you
ever
have
believed
that
?
i
thought
you
knew
me
.
011203
...
.fallen
seeing
this
word
caused
a
lump
to
catch
in
my
throat
.....
my
eyes
prepared
to
let
the
waters
flow
....
body
tensed
up
....
the
shadow
of
a
cringe
...
the
cringe
that
changed
me
forever
....
this
word
paints
a
monstrous
picture
for
me
and
yet
I
can't
seem
to
look
away
....
shudder
....
it
let's
the
difference
between
alone
and
lonely
get
blurry
....
such
a
cruel
...
cruel
word
for
inspiring
this
reaction
...
040227
...
LS
To
be
keepable,
one
must
be
able
to
keep
in
return
.
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