blather
undercurrent
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unhinged im not sure why i expected today to be any different 161225
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tail-devouring snake in a breath I am pleasant and satisfied
with a born-again god loving grin and ease--
the next breath I am nothing, a shit filled shit sack
begging life to Leave Me Please, End This.
back and forth these breaths transport me
back and forth
Thank You I Love My Life
Please God Take My Life

maybe you can see this in my face
the sadness behind my right eye
the strain when I forget how smiling works
the lightness in my step
the song on my lips

back and forth
tossed in the undercurrent of my human
perfectly imperfect form
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