uncomfortably_comfortable
perfectly_chaotic
Like
an
open
book
,
that
is
how
I
feel
with
you
.
I
am
even
finding
myself
filling
in
the
words
which
I
initially omitted
from
my
true
statements
I
have
shared
with
you
.
Sharing
how
I
was
initially
uncomfortable
with
you
because
you
used
shoot
dope
too
.
How
I
was
afraid
that
your
mind
may
be
as
shifty
as
mine
can
be
.
Yet
after
some
time
has
passed
and
we
passed
time
together
I
find
myself
uncomfortably
comfortable
conversing
with
you
.
The
passive
suggestion
that
you
might
allow
me
to
sleep
over
with
the
admission
that
it
would
be
a
bad
idea
was
comforting
.
I
actually
felt
I
could
tell
you
that
I
have
been
too
horny
since
being
sober
and
that
it
would
be
a
bad
idea
.
Not
because
I
would
act
on
my
impulses
,
but
because
my
mind
would
be
going
crazy
over
it
even
with
you
in
another
room
.
I
could
even
admit
that
it
was
not
just
with
you
,
but
that
I
would
be
like
that
with
anyone
I
am
physically
attracted
to
right
now
and
since
I
am
not
looking
for
anything
physical
that
it
would
be
a
bad
idea
right
now
.
You
simply
agreed
and
said
you
could
understand
.
You
also
said
that
sobriety
has
made
you
just
as
horny
and
that
it
is
just
as
difficult
for
you
too
.
I
am
so
uncomfortable
because
I
am
so
damned
comfortable
with
you
.
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