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mon "...acetaminophen overdose is the leading cause of acute (rapid onset) liver failure in the U.S. and the United Kingdom."

codeine

narcotic


is allergic
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unhinged i wish i had some

and some southern_comfort
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melted plastic it never really succeeded in numbing me; it just conspired to fuck me up a little bit more, when combined with alcohol and other things. oxycodone proved to be even less effective. seconal, however, would almost definitely get things done. but i don't even know if reds are available anymore. give me jack daniels and the stooges, and that'll be good enough. ooh, i been dirt...an' i don't care. 030919
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unhinged when i sat at the computer with stitches in my ass wondering why i felt high and the realization that it was because i swallowed a pill hit me, i began to see the beauty in pills. and then i began to see the beauty in mixing pills with alcohol. and then i began to watch my friends' lives fall apart from pills. but, i still got cravings for them. i told myself it was wrong to use drugs that weren't prescribed to me; that if i was going to buy illegal drugs, i would rather go with pot and leave the realm of pills to when the doctor gave them to me. and then i sat in the chair and let him give me oxy . and collanapin . and i still get cravings for pills. they would be so much more convienent now... 030920