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Hi-ho! Hi-ho! It's off to work I go. With a resentment here and a hidden fault there. Hi-ho! Hi-ho, hi-ho, hi-ho!
Funny thing is that my faults hide from me. They disguise themselves as resentments towards others.
Funny how I can blame others for my lack of a social life, but yet I have not bothered to make much of an effort to create one. I resent my laziness in regards to this because I cannot expect others to do all the work for me. I resent my impatience since I want to have better relationships with people, but I want them now and do not want to have to wait until tomorrow. I resent my inability to be considerate of other's schedules even though I have turned down invitations from others on account of having to work, so how can I possibly expect people to make it to everything I invite them to; especially on short or no notice.
Most of all I resent my inability to see many of my own faults because I am pretty sure that if I keep searching I will find more of them. Guess I know what I gotta do if I am going to change these things and learn to be reasonable. I gotta be like the seven dwarves.
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