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tunnel_vision
otterpup "Part of the reason I want you here so badly. The airs all hostile, knows you don’t belong. So you shut down, tunnel vision, focus directly ahead don’t let it in, this place, don’t let the air in your lungs, the light in your head. Don’t let this place inside that hates.

If you were here, it'd be alright. smell the different air, notice the differences , enjoy it.

If I can still smell you, then I can still smell home."

and i thank god i'm alive. and that she's next to me. so that i can breath deep and long.
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