blather
trying_to_get_rid_of_you
backwards forwarding it won't work,
i know it.



i don't WANT you
but it doesn't matter what i want.

i guess trying for me is like
nothing

no
big
fucking
thing.

i wish i could be
shiny
bright
and
true


but not by your standards,
because i'm trying to get rid of you.

(i make no sense, but that's because i don't know how to try)
030601
...
backwards forwarding yes i do
i do i do i do
i do want you
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