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total_hero
stork daddy he thought, all i'd have to do is complete one heroic and memorable act and most people will think me a hero in totality. they'll not know of all my secret doubts and qualms and uglinesses. some young dumb kid like me would think of me and think..."he'd never do this, or he'd never do that" and if there was an afterlife, i'd be shaking my head and saying "i'd do it in a heartbeat you idiot" and they'd never know that. 050107