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Bizzar Regret: unspoken... feelings, emotions: foresaken
True intent - forgotten, and my innocence - stolen with all else youve taken
All I am, everything I was - youve turned it to dust
Destroyed all you touched - my dreams, my trust
Raped me of everything sacred, all I knew
Ive been ripped at the seems at the hands of you
And I taste my heart bleeding with your every thought
My fingers are numb, my stomach in knots
Youve so selfishly taken all I sacraficed to give
When you were the sole purpose in which I wished to live
I cannot describe, though I suffer to try
Laying awake in my mind just contemplating why
Why did I let you in? Why did I let you take?
Why did you make it seem so real, when it was all so fake?
Memories I detest playing over and over in my head
Scratching at the walls, wishing I were dead
Foreseeing the nothingness I become in the absence of you
Missing all the love I shed, and the trust you blew
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unhinged speaking_of_fucking_satan


i think that you will never realize what an asshole you are. at this point, i pity you. deeply. you used to have a chance at redemption. i'm done trying to open your eyes. at this point, any positive reaction you get out of me is torn, stolen.
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unhinged barely broke even on that one 040629
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poppy why_does_he_invade 040629
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demon yeah, yeah, yeah, bring it on fucker!

blood red and tear my soul apart (if i even have one)
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