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Mahayana
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too alone to be awake too tired to be alone
[what else to do but sleep my time away]
to be loved is grand but when you are away from the one you love life isnt so wonderful
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Arwyn
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agreed
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Shinnokxz
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see: now
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misstree
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i squeeze myself into a pile of pillows
so i can remember what it feels to have
arms wrapped tight around me,
keeping me close, safe, cherished.
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pete
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my thighs are still cold, phantom freezing from the walk, interspersed with a decent paced job, from school to the transit way with my good friend's girlfriend. he was behind us but didn't appear after we took a quick reheat stop at mcdonalds and pizza pizza (no eating, she's vegan, that shit goes through me like it's no one's business). no sign of the others. a cold run, cold.
earlier today, another one, i walked in to the discussion room and my friend asked me if i'd seen his ex (they'd been apart for over a year at this point, and great friends since--i'm envious in some ways).. strange things occur at times, strange. not to be blathed but hinted at drunkinly. i didn't want to drink tonight. subtle drama, he seemed completely in aware, and their interactions, i don't know. we all live and go from there.
until the morning, or the day years from now when i reread this from the vantage point of posterity.
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im getting tired of this but i wont anything about
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another friday night.
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caresscoffee
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It's not being alone so much as being lonely... I'm lonely and I feel every minute of it.. it gets especially unbearable when I think about what I had.. what I screwed up.. it'd be nice if I could undo this mistake but I can't so I try to forget I ever met him though I don't know how that's possible since he was the only person who made any difference in my life
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joline
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keep writting... it helps .. i promise...
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argos
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i wonder if one can die of loneliness?
if
that's
the
case
i
should
be
DEAD
by
now.
so i guess no, you cannot die for
being lonely.
but
it does make one
miserable.
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