blather
tonight_i_lost_it
rubydee yelling at the five year old
refusing to go to bed
husband on yet another record_acquisition_run
scaring the baby
putting my hand through the glass in the bedroom door
and making us all cry

have_i_become_my_mother?
a force to be feared?
the look of sheer terror in my daughter's eyes
scares me more than she ever did
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