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today_i_realized_i've_been_alone
kookaburra tienes amigos?
hey i know what that means.
yes, i wrote, i do have friends.

i went to write their names and my pencil froze.
today i realized i've been alone.
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anne-girl I'm never sure how much my friends care about me, and how long they'd remember me if I decided to kill myself

maybe a few months, or a year
move on
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skinny that is why you do it in a mall. 050216
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unhinged A_LOT this month


no weekly girl's night anymore. low funds. hermit impulse strong. i can't wait to get the fuck out of this stupid bullshit town. fuck milwaukee. fuck you milwaukee.
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