to_richard
unhinged
it
is
going
to
take
me
awhile
to
get
used
to
your
gentleness
120424
...
unhinged
grow
the
fuck
up
asshole
120525
...
unhinged
i
don't
care
what
the
reason
is
,
you
don't
get
to
take
your
shit
out
on
me
if
you
were
really
in_love
with
me
if
you
really
wanted
to
be
friends
you
wouldn't
even
attempt
this
shit
the
skeptic
in
me
has
to
wonder
what
exactly
are
you
in_love
with
?
120710
...
Twitch
Yea
-
fuck
you
Richard
.
190512
...
unhinged
i
watched
you
choke
someone
out
,
had
to
peel
your
fingers
from
around
someone's
neck
you
didn't
pull
out
like
you
said
you
would
after
you
asked
me
if
i
would
tell
you
if
i
was
pregnant
i
went
to
the
abortion
clinic
alone
and
took
the
bus
home
190512
...
Twitch
Holy
shit
-
this
blows
my
mind
how
someone
could
do
that
.
Where
do
you
even
find
a
guy
like
that
?
190513
...
unhinged
he
lived
in
the
same
apartment
complex
as
i
did
when
i
first
moved
to
seattle
.
he
was
a
refugee
from
the
vietnam
war
.
by
the
time
i
met
him
he
was
a
middle
aged
unemployed
alcoholic
(
probably
because
he
was
a
refugee
from
the
vietnam
war
).
i
have
this
tendency
to
date
damaged
wounded
people
.
i
think
that
he
thought
if
he
made
a
family
with
me
the
horror
of
his
early
life
(including
his
mother
sending
him
to
america
without
her
)
would
somehow
disappear
.
many
would
say
i
should
never
have
been
fucking
him
in
the
first
place
.
i
was
working
a
part
time
minimum
wage
job
at
the
time
and
had
no
health
insurance
(
still
don't
).
i
saw
no
possible
way
to
bring
that
child
into
the
world
.
the
history
of
trauma
of
both
of
it's
parents
,
the
poverty
we
were
both
living
in
at
the
time
...
i
never
told
him
he
knocked
me
up
.
i
went
to
the
clinic
alone
.
i
used
my
credit
card
to
pay
for
it
.
this_is_america
190513
...
unhinged
(
i
have
hid
this
story
for
years
,
even
from
blather
.
but
there
are
certain
things
i
talk
about
now
my
abortion
being
one
of
them
.
my
sexuality
,
my
mental
health
disorders
,
my
radical
politics
...i
talk
openly
about
it
now
.
it
is
the
only
way
to
change
hearts
and
minds,
if
i
may
use
a
cliche
)
190513
