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dB Well, looks like my faltmates are throwing a going away party for me tonight. I'm moving out next week and it's very likely that I'll never see any of my friends from here again.
Not that I'm moving too far away, I just don't want to have anything to do with them any more.
You ever get that feeling that you're trapped? Your life goes on around you and the same thing happens every day and you see the same old people over and over again. My so called best friend I've known for 10 years. We don't bother to talk any more because we already know what the other is going to say, so we just don't bother.
Time to change. New people, new challenges. You need some element of difficutly, or at least some kind of mission, a goal to achieve otherwise you just go through life on auto pilot.
If you are not careful you can lose yourself in the wowrld. You start to define yourself by the things that you do, and when you aren't doing those things you're not sure who you are supposed to be any more. I have to take a break. I just want to get up and go somewhere. Anywhere, just be by myself and forget this place with all it's trappings.
I'm putting on my Docs and going for a walk.
This was the thursday rant for friday on the 7th September.
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dB that should say UNLIKELY. Dammit. If mikey were here to see this it'd be BONK! 010906
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The Editor Well, looks like my party tonight. I'm moving again.
I'm moving too far away, I just don't have anything to do with that feeling that Your life goes around you and the thing the old people called best friend I've known for 10 years.
don't bother to talk because we just don't bother.
Time to change people, new challenges difficutly, some kind of mission, a goal to pilot the wowrld.
define yourself by the things that you aren't doing
you're not sure who you are any more. I have to break up and go Anywhere by myself with my Docs for a walk.
This was the rant for friday on the 7th September.
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