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dondeestanlosjaguares you know it's hard to see
when your eyes are blinded
by all your fears and misery

what'll happen when I wake up at nite
and find myself paralyzed
with those claws wrapped around my throat

don't get used to my smile
it was only there for a while
forget about how i laugh
it was never meant to last

i'm tired of spinning in circles
i've thrown up far too much
all you've done is poisoned me with your touch

i can't care for anything else
i just don't want to be alone
and you have abandoned my home

don't get used to these shining eyes
the fire will soon die
forget about the way i play
my innocence is no more today

i'll walk away and never look back
you've taught me a lesson
and thats as much as I could ask

so goodbye my love
i'm sure there won't be another chance
to show you what you've given up 		040705
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love & hate are always on my mind 040705
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mysterious Are always running through my mind. They never stop, not even when I am sleeping. One day maybe these thoughts and dreams can turn into reality.... 040705
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loch are not welcome anymore 040829
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pete we paced the block at least a dozen times. you told me your heart broken woes. your ill luck with boys (meaning people our age), and how you wish someone would get to know you and like you and not disappear.

well, my friend, i'm not the one moving a few thousand kilometres away now am i? 		040829
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