this_stare_left_purposefully_blank
stork daddy
this
is
my
face
of
love
.
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...
mourninglight
my
dear
,
I
have
never
before
tried
to
avoid
tripping
over
someone
who
may
actually
believe
at
this
point
that
I
no
longer
exist
.
eclipsed
into
darkness
but
being
estranged
from
the
social
life
I
ran
from
for
years
,
and
floating
on
the
air
,
is
freeing
in
a
way
.
lonely
but
home
.
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...
jane
blank
stare
=blank
canvas
[[foryoutopainton,mydear]]
050218
...
Syrope
i've
never
been
so
ready
to
just
stretch
out
in
the
floor
and
die
.
not
kill
myself
just
die
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...
phil
I
lay
on
the
green
rug
dying
.
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...
dandy
but
the
notion
and
emotion
dies
before
I
do
.
050220
...
unhinged
practiced_indifference
steeled
to
the
fact
that
i
give
way
more
than
i
should
i'm
a
spender
not
a
saver
the
root
being
people
have
no
idea
how
much
i
spend
on
them
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...
when darkness falls
i
stared
at
her
from
an
eighth
floor
of
a
sixteen
-story
building
.
i
thought
of
you
my
love
-
she
reminded
me
of
you
as
she
was
climbing
up
that
hill
.
her
hair
fell
on
her
shoulders
just
like
yours
does
,
and
she
wore
the
colors
you
like
.
as
i
sipped
on
my
morning
coffee
i
thought
of
you
-
how
far
we
are
now
and
how
close
you
were
to
me
just
the
other
day
.
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...
unhinged
eye_contact
is
dangerous
now
i
find
myself
just
wishing
you'd
come
back
home
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