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magdalena
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Deep within the walls
Sits the palace of my soul
The castle of my heart
Given rule to the kingdom of my love
I close my eyes – My outer awareness
And I see now
The light I couldn’t see before
I close my eyes - My external perception
And drift into an everlasting sleep
Perhaps dreaming
The angel that was she
Dreaming hair of silken ginger gold
Spread across my face
Angelic and smooth skin of white
Beneath my fingertips
A beauty never dying – never old
With a halo atop her brow – shining with heavens grace and light
Dreaming that as she holds my hand
My soul left the prison of my mortal carcass
And time had ceased in my annexed heart
Dreaming myself closer to a kingdom atop the clouds
A new beginning - A new meaning
Shown the way to a greater castle – far above the night
Dreaming that I’m surrounded by her feathered white wings – her pale white arms
Suspended above a sea of eternal despair
Opened my eyes – My perpetual blindness
The knife in my wrist – The blade through my core
A storm brewing on the horizon
The blood irretrievably flowing
Dreaming the sea rising
Dreaming the sky falling
Dreaming the clouds bleeding
Dreaming her feathers to skeletal cartilage and claws
Dreaming the night looming
Her smile to an expression of evil
The halo atop her head broken, given way to mighty horns
Her angelic blue luminosity to demonic red flame
Encircled by a bleeding crown of thorns
Dreaming her dagger pierces my crux
Bleeding with tainted blood
Spilling dismay on tainted love
Culminated bliss
Dreaming my essence
Slaughtered in mutiny of bewilderment
Wondering why these bars now surround me
As my wings are ripped from me in plight of bloody turmoil
The kingdom above me - becomes the kingdom below me
Crying – Screaming – Trying – Failing – Dying
In the obsidian sea of despair
Dreaming in this cage of life
Enslaved in tormented wind of sin
I’m no longer freed by what freed my quintessence
It all fell to pieces in the end
I feel my wings lye broken
While dreaming in these chains of mortal flesh
Enslaved in plagued earthly skin
Dreaming I’m alone
Deep within my walls
Deep within my castle
Deep within my chamber
With a blade and paper
Writing dreams of love
Writing dreams of death
My heart
My empty void
My everlasting nothing
The vacant fortress of my worship
Forever dreaming deep within
Where a crimson river that flows from heart
Pours through my veins
And out my arm
Where a wound of mortal being sits bleeding
Tear drops of blood - Shattering on white clouds of grace
Forever dreaming my tear drops of life
Sucked dry
By the world that my body lye’s rotting in
Forever dreaming my sky’s tainted red
By the soul that slowly flows from out of the corpse
Decaying deep within the chamber of the castle
I sleep forever dreaming
Of love
Of death
Of an old love lost
If only I could rescue him from that...
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