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misstreez
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thank god for the internet
when you don't have a bottle of whiskey to beat your brain into submission with, it's the next best thing. just find something that doesn't let you think in the slightest about how your day went or the things you haven't done or the things you haven't got or the hopes you haven't heard from in years and the friends that have died and the family that is approaching that door. as long as you can not think, all of these things are powerless.
catatonia makes great medicine.
and when you unplug, when you come out of it, if you're quick and you've got enough of whatever else in your system, maybe you can make yourself sleep before it all comes creeping back in... pray for it, because if you can't, you'll be up all night, not sleeping, just thinking and getting angry and hurt and lost and depressed and you will grasp at sleep but it will shred, cobweb gossamer and far too delicate for a broken thing like you.
drink the zombie juice. it'll never hurt again.
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