blather
things_that_quicken_the_heart
ferna soft light on the curves of a stomach
letting a man guide you in a close dance
lying naked and warm inside on a cold, snowy day
long curly hair
the back of the neck where it connects to the shoulders
underwear straight out of the dryer
indirect lighting
silk camisoles
unspeakable bedroom acts
off white walls
cold air on skin
very old photographs
the first frank discussion of a friendship
the first kiss after a long solitude
etsy.com
light from stained glass
frankincence
the smell of burning orange peel
embroidery
a cool glass of water
smooth, clean hair
rediscovered clothing
lying naked in bed alone
skylights
the smell of an old lover's pillow
bronze patina
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. a fugitive realization of one's soul mate in one's mind eye 070307
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falling_alone a glance of brunette
last night i thought it was you,
no, he lives downstairs.
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stephshine running
scary noises
anticipation!
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DannyH amyl nitrate 070310
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unhinged coffee_and_cigarettes
the thought of getting on stage
the fear of looking stupid
watching you talk to other girls
anger
anxiety
doubt
doubt
doubt


my heart beat more slowly when i was alone
not thinking of how to capture your attention
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pete alcohol. 070311
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unhinged teeth tugging on skin
hips interlocked
legs wrapped around
breathless
trying to stay quiet
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? what happened to my first boyfriend though ?

his family live near the River Qui... Thailand..
i looked for him

wheres he gone?
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where are you? umm...

he pretended he had home when he didn't...

he worked on the jet ski's by day... in the bar by night.
he was sad.

but he always took me on the jet skis for fun.

once he took me out in a boat .. and said ..
i didn't say i would ... ummm
marry him...

he wouldn't take me back to land. that was the day my grandma died.

oh !

he couldn't answer my letters because he was illiterate.

i hope he is ok. Vit.
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pSyche having your friends yelling "cop cop!" when can't hear because the music is at 70%, and you need to slow down because you're going near-80 in a 35 mph zone 070324
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. deja_lu 070325
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ferna cold air on the skin
silver filigree
the moment of solving a riddle
in the morning, fleeting memories of a dream
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unhinged heart_pang
heroin_doll
oxy_blanket

dirty_mirrors
entropy_paste
reflections


youngstown
y_town
photographic_memory
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Ouroboros piece of chocolate cake i just ate 101109