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iheartyou thugs

and iDONOTheart carrots
ewwwie- i can't decide which is worse- thugs or carrots!
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iheartyou scartissue.. i do not appreciate it growing on my tongue.. but i am becoming quite the little surgeon! 020404
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iheartyou so it just sucks when you get "the call"
... "Over the last two weeks,.. blah blah blah.. we haven't hung out much... i just don't have time..."
it amazes me that they always forget that one little part- i dont' have enough time FOR YOU. FOR YOU damn it- just say it. Coward.
and i have to keep repeating to myself.. it was never really serious.. it was never serious... you weren't that attatched...
although i still feel rejected and like i'm not good enough. I'm not amazing so its ok for him to let it go... he does not heartme
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chetty relationships...
everything i do...
when something that seems so rational
and comfortable and right and good
goes so wrong in a few brief seconds

pressure...
pushing grace...
when they pump up the pressure and
you just aren't ready. when its real
but they push grace and you lose the
sense of touch that guides that
amazing grace.

my mouth...
tired words...
when she can make you smile with one look, with one word, with one sun
provoked freckle, with one spin on the
dance floor.

because that feeling you can't
control, and you hide it behind a smile.

confusion...
too many words...
when you can't respond the way you
should because you are too scared.
when you can't write what you feel
because all you can think about is mitosis.

when they want you to tell them but
you can't, and they can't wait,
because she thinks you are playing speed hide and seek,
and she doesn't want to see why she is really seeking so hard.
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iheartyou drama... it seems to roll out like a red carpet wherever I go. 020415
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chetty hearing the infamous words
"you're an amazing person"
time and time again

feeling what she says
before she even speaks

seeing myself through her eyes
along with the fading twinkle

listening to her laugh
and missing her floating kisses

falling out of love with my babe
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god scabies on my leprosy 030530
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stork daddy it doesn't matter that i'd do better by 9 out of 10 girls if you get to have that one perfect girl, nay, person. the only one i want. 030530
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stork daddy just the possibilities sometimes 030530