blather
things_that_i_miss
little wonder pulling all-nighters just for fun.

sticky summer heat.

being in the desert, how everything just was for a few days. all i had to do was exist.

my video lab.

my studio.

the smell and feel of glue and burlap and ink and sharpies.

being a part of theater.

singing badly in cars at 2 in the morning.
080211
...
little wonder all of these things, still.

i am trying to build up other pieces of me so the ones missing aren't so noticeable. i don't think you can ever forget about them, i just wish moving forward was
perhaps
a little bit easier.
090526
...
unhinged hugs
cuddles
holding hands
090527
...
In_Bloom Belief
Trust
Ease
090528
...
In_Bloom Being number One 090528
...
unhinged my brother
A LOT
090529
...
unhinged having something, someone to look forward to 090530
...
Abstract Lucidity Puppy love and Monica. Innocence and reality. Its easy to think of innocence and reality as different things, when truly, if ignorance is bliss it's reality none the less! Better than searching for reality and life while losing yourself in the process. Wish I woulda known that the interpretation is never the same as the experience, because you're interpretation will always be different than mine. It's left me mostly just missing being myself... I just wish I knew who that was again. 090531
...
unhinged the sound of other people's voices 100921