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To whom this may concern and partain to, you know who you are. And yes, you might be asking if i'd actually come on this site and do this. And the answer to your question is yes. All these things that i dislike about you are not all on you but some on you and on my past partners before you. Jusslissen2me.
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THINGS ABOUT YOU THAT MAKES ME SICK...
1. When you argue about every little thing and not allow me to be right or feel free to say what i want.
2. You correcting me when it's not even necassary. Like the time i said your friend Crystal needs three more years to be 18 and you but in and said "well technically 2 years and 7 months to be exact" NO BITCH, i wasnt trying to be exact. i was just speaking on behalf of full years.
3. how you would randomly look at me and when i ask " why you looking at me like that" you say "like what?". When i ask that question, i'd sometimes like to hear "because i wanna do something" or "because there is something about you that makes you special and i just wanna know what it is".
4. It makes me sick that you can change moods. not from sad to mad. that dont bother me. when i mean change moods i mean when i wanna have sex or we are having sex, you can just ask me a questoin or say sumthing that just makes me wanna push you the fuck off the bed.
5. It makes me sick that you have a diary, becasue even though i know i am all you talk about. That's just talk, aint no telling what you say(put) in the diary. If you gonna have one, please dont tell me about it and dont leave it out around me. It makes me tempted to read it.
6. It makes me sick that when we are on the couch together or alone, you would touch and feel on me in the one place and not do anything. Am not saying you have to, but next time you do , can you at least give me some oral pleasure instead of making me horney and not do nothing about it?
7. It makes me sick that you arent 100% freak. I mean, there are times that when we are on location(meaning somewhere we wouldnt always be) i want to do something and you would reject me for no reason. Like when we were at Publix, and we walked behind the store(and plaza) we were out of view of others but you didnt wanna give me head when i asked. Or not even a quick and simple fuck, you just wanted to leave.
8. It makes me sick that when i want you to give me head, you would put on this lil face like 'i dont know why i put my self in this position' or a face like 'this nigga always want head?'. That's not what i want. I want you to be 100% freak. I want you to just do it because you like it and you know that am the only person you'd do it for and because you like to keep me satisfied.
9. It makes me sick that you always want me to pay you attention when we are together. Like now. I am at yo crib but that dont mean that i have to be all over you forever. I mean, i have to breathe too. I understand that you in Love with me and all, but damn boo. Calm yuh shit down, let me breave. Gimme some space. We be on the couch and just because i dont wanna cuddle with you, you would show body behavior letting me know that you mad about it. I call that the "I want act". An act of you body language that let's me know that you want something and i didnt give it to you.
10. It makes me sick that when we are alone for a lil bit, you dont wanna let me get a quick fuck. you know, when your mom goes to the store with your lil sister, i sometimes wanna take you in the room and have you pull your pants down half way to your knees, bend over forward and let me hit it real quick from behind. I want this even when she in the next room.
11. It makes me sick that you dont give me head like you used to. You use to do it and go until i'd cum and then you'd cuddle with me. letting me know that you like when i cum and you liked giving the favor. Now, when you do it, you dont let me bust in your mouth anymore, and you always stopping and asking me "are you coming soon?" or "how much longer do i have to do this?". I hate the because that makes me think you only doing it just to get a favor or just for me to leave you alone. If you gone fake like you doing something cuz you want to, please try harder. When am giving you a favor do i sit there and ask you "what do i get in return?" or "do i really have to do this?". Nope, so please dont do that to me.
12.It makes me sick that you know my fav. sex position but insist of giving it to me that way. I mean, it's so ridiculous how you act like you dont know it. You could at least give it to me that way and then not for the next few times, but you would rather never do it unless i ask.
13.It makes me sick that you arent 100% freak. Am not saying you gotta eat my ass crack and shit, but cant you at least bea bout it anywhere fuck type chick? I meant if you my girl what makes it so bad that you cant do anything i ask you too. I want you to give it to me like i want it and do what i say, not cuz am bossy but i like to be pleased this way cuz you know without doubt when you tell me to do sumthing i dont "ge" up, i "jump" up which means am eager to do for my Nubian Princess.
14. It makes me sick that you are so fine and dont know it. i want you to know girl, you are as good as they get. can tget no better than that as far as body. you got it all. Breasts not too big and yet perfect. and ass just right. you make a nigga wanna flip.
15. It makes me sick that when am not hard or horney anymore, and i tell you yo get me hard or horney, you act like you dont know what to do. At times i want head cuz that's all you can do and then you would rather lay on me and cuddle ignoring that. it sometime make me feel like you would rather die before giving me head. Am not saying that all i want is head but please. Make me feel like $1 million bux, make my toes curl. Make me scream yo name boo.
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WELL THAT ABOUT IT FOR NOW. BUT WHEN I GET SOME MORE I'LL BE SURE TO POS THEM UP HERE. IF YOU ARE READING ALL THIS BOOO. AND YOU'VE REACHED THIS FAR. THEN IT SHOWS ME THAT YOU CARE ABOUT MY NEEDS. NOW IF YOU ARE DONE READING THIS AND ARE MAD. TRY THINKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE. AT LEAST YOU FOUNF OU TIN YOUR OWN WAY, WHAT SATISFIES ME. SO DO IT, BECAUSE WHAT YOU WONT DO FOR ME ANOTHER BITCH WILL(IF ONE HAVENT' ALREADY). HOLLA BACK.
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daxle
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this is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard
S&M anyone?
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jusslissen2me
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It makes me sick that you would much rather choose to use body language instead of talking ot me. like right now. i am here typing this because just now you ran in the room just because i didnt want to go on the couch and show you some affection. that shit makes me sick. why dont you just ask me what you want to do instead of just thinking i can look at you and tell what you want to do or something like that. bt it's okay. i see how you are now that am living with you. BITCH...!!!
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jusslissen2me
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-TO DAXLE-
WHO CARES WHAT YOU THINK IS RIDICULOUS OR NOT. I SURE AS HELL DONT.
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Damn, makes me sad to read something like this from somebody giving brothers a bad name talking all that shit.
Sad, just sad.
Foolish young brothers calling their ladies "bitches" for no reason other than she doesn't always work your dick the way you like it to be worked.
Let me break it down for you like this (and no, god-dammit, just because i grew up ghetto doesn't mean i have to go through life sounding like it - i have to work hard enough as it is to be taken seriously in this world) GET OVER IT. sometimes that's just the way shit goes. Besides, a woman isn't a bitch unless and until she does something really fucked-up like stealing from you or playing you. (ask my bitch ex-wife, some women are even more hardcore players than some men, she'll tell you...but it'd cost you - anyway that's a story for a whole other day)
Besides that, your other problem is that you sound like you only want things your way and on your terms
If the thrill is gone, move on...but if you think what you have with her is worth saving, make a little effort yourself instead of just trying to make her do it all your way
It's like Otis Redding said
"you got to try a little tenderness"
(and that doesn't just mean having a little cuddle after she gives you a blowjob although that's at least something for starters)
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wow
I can't beleive that you can take yourself seriously.
damn....this just makes me sick.
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kerry
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this is disgusting.
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i used to make numbered lists but it's been so long since i cared about anything other than the past that i can't think of anything to make my stomach turn or my fingers itch to choke you. you don't make me sick anymore, i just wish that i never knew you.
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you're rude, selfish, stupid, sarcastic, snobby, lazy, critical of everyone else, you lie...A LOT!, you left my left shoe in the rain on thursday night, you want my pink floyd CD, you stole my pink floyd CD, you bought the same neclace i bought and wore it to my birthday party because you're just mean like that (it looked like crap on you anyway),you dyed your hair black so you would look more like me and when i wanted to dye my hair flaming red YOU did it first, and when i confonted you about it you said it was your natural color (no one is born with THAT color hair!heck it glowed in the dark!)and the worst part is that i can't finish complaining because my social security card is missing and to be perfectly honest i think YOU are behind it!
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that you never look at a side of an argument other than your own and you insist that any attempt to show you what it looks like from the other side is an attempt just to hurt you and make YOU feel bad. When i do something you don't like, the minute you let me know i was out of line i want to take it back or undo it if i can, but when the shoe is on the other foot and you hurt me, the minute i say it hurts i'm somehow an asshole because it makes you feel bad to know that you hurt me.
that you can cut me and then turn around and blame me for bleeding.
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It makes me sick that you would always tell me that you love me and would do anything for me. But the second i do something wrong, you hate me, critcize me, dis-own me and even taunt me. THe sad thing is, iknow these things hurt you more than they hurt me. In the Bible it says you are not to provoke your kids. But you ignored that...it was last week but i remember it like it was yesturday. You threatened me at a park in front of alot of people because i was too busy to pay attention to a friend of yours who i never in my life met. You took of your shoe, broke a bottle in half and struck me. I looked at you in a way, a way that i would want to hit you back but couldnt because though shall not hit their parents and because you were my only ride home. i noticed a change in your behavior when you picked me up from the bus stop. A change in your voice, the way you spoke and the choice of words you were using. All that i felt like i didnt know you. We finally got home and i didnt wanna be around you, so i left to my g/f house. I get a call from my brother and its an emergency. I get home to hear that you have fought one of my friends and brutally beat a man with an axe. I thought it was all a joke. I thought it was a hoax. This was all Thrsday. I found out it was all true when i woke up ALL alone Friday...you gone(locked up), my brother gone, and no help from other family members. All i had was my girl, never knowing that i'd need her so much as i do now in my life, i told her for the first time that i love her. A week has gone by and am still alone, not even old enough to get a loan. Family members scavanging for your possesions, repo man stalking me, FBI calling the house. I didnt even have a day to myself, all day i think about you, my brother leaving for the military and when the rent people will send me the evictoin notice. Dreading in my woes, stressed out and too young to make a legal move. You were only thinking about yourself. You did me wrong, now i cant and wont see you for 25 years. i was wondering how long you'd be in there. Last time you were in there for about 3 years. And only got 2 for probation. Now i am hearing that your bond is 50 thousand. FOR FIGHTING?-please. at least that's what i thought you were encarserated for, but learned later that it was for possession of drugs. I never knew in a million years that you were on that serious stuff. i preyed eveynight. before all this happened. It sickens me that i have so many questions and not enough answers. I do not blame God. I have noone to blame for anything. I will not even ask you for an apology for what you've done to me. I forgive you before you even ask to be forgiven.
FOR YOU KNOW THAT OF WHICH YOU DO.
If i can see you face to face for just a few seconds i would say:
"I LOVE YOU"
your beloved son...
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JUSESU CHRIST SAID "IF YOU NKOW EVERYTHING YOU OWN. YOU DONT HAVE MUCH."
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*JESUS CHRIST SAID "IF YOU KNOW EVERYTHING YOU OWN. YOU DONT HAVE MUCH."
-BIBLE
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i hate your ability to turn a bearable conversation into a guilt fest. i hate your eyes and how they always seem to look at me as if i did something wrong. i hate the way you would make us all feel sorry for you, when there really was no reason. i hate the way you talk to him. he's older than you and probably a whole lot smarter. just stop. i hate the way you try to make it heavy. its not heavy. i am too-through with you.
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The way the pain flushes out your face at the sound of the word "love" upon my lips.
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jusslissen2me
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wow. it's been a while. going on three yrs. i haven't been on blather. this is the first post i want to make. cuz it's the one post i would like to change if i could. Am older now. I realize what i blathed was very dumb. no regret though, i had to get that all off my chest.sure enough she read it. and we are still together til this day going on our 5th yr together in February '05.
A few of the #'s on the list still exist. But i guess that's what comes with being with her...
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well here i am, the one who started this thread. it's now about 4 years later. Life's been good. She and i broke up but are still friends. I'm doing better than her, she never changed and i did. She still makes me sick till this day, so glad that i didn't stay with her. I dodged a bullet. Now i'm with another girl. My Love, the love of my life. I shared a few first times with her. When i sit down and ask myself what about her makes me sick?
I come up with nothing. I aint saying she'd perfect, but the time it'd take for her to be hateful and difficult, she instead uses it to love me. Women like this walks in your life only once every ten years. Dont let her go when you find her.
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