blather
these_feelings
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unhinged (yes they will dear:
they just aren't leaving as fast as you'd like)
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h|s|g unless_they're_true
(-; of_course ;-)
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arwyn i hate them.
they aren't always here
but sometimes
when it's late
or i see something
or hear something.

i'm 22 again.
you're 23.
you're beautiful
and magical
and i love you
all over again.

but i'm married and happy.
you're married and unhappy.
i want to fix it for you.
i want to make you happy -
but not at my expense.
i dream of your happiness
even if sometimes
i'm jealous of her.
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